squid games

“Here’s an abstract moral question. In 2825, humanity discovers a planet whose entire surface is covered by a single giant alien squid. The squid feels all emotions 10 trillion times deeper than any human. Also, the squid enjoys eating humans. A super-powerful AI calculates that the utility of the universe would be vastly increased if all humans were fed to the squid. The AI would never do anything without consent, but it is very persuasive. What percentage of current Western adults would agree that it is morally correct for the AI to try to convince all humans to agree to allow themselves to be fed to the alien squid? Give a number.” -dyno might

um so yea, if it would create an overall jump in happiness, then i personally agree although i think most western adults would not. is it cause i’m half asian/have collective values? i actually just chalk it up to star trek next gen, that one episode — captain picard not wanting to harm an unknown blobby jellyfish like thingy even though it was sucking all the energy from the ship but they had to shoot a beam at it anyway and then it died and turned out that it was just protecting its baby who was now motherless because of “us.” so then the rest of the episode he did everything he could to get it to safety. ***swoooon***

but in reality, when push comes to shove, i probably wouldn’t sacrifice myself and my entire species for a squid, but you don’t know unless you’ve been tested. guess one question would be if the humans would feel pain when they are being eaten. or would they just look and feel like those cute little nigiri to the left there.

 

sleepy sheepy

the weekend hasn’t even started yet and i’m so tired already. as per usual, i blame hormones. drinking that big irish whiskey on the rocks after getting back from sacramento probably wasn’t the best idea, but rest in peace. it’s funny how after just seeing someone for maybe 30-40 times in my life and not saying much to them each time, you still get a sense of attachment. something about him gave me the sense that he was a kind man, always made me feel welcome from day one. and somehow knowing that he has known ernest all his life made him feel more like family. i burned a candle for him last night, one of xtine’s traditions, it felt nice. traditions are nice. it’ll be sad not to see him at thanksgiving this year.

hello blog

been a long time and lots has happened, think i’m ready to come back, to finding my own voice. and excited for it 😀

had the urge to start a new blog, but since this one is deemed unsafe, it’s private enough. and how many blogs do i have floating out there. wish everything was in one place, but this is a good place to start/come back to. 

book notes: foundation and empire

bayta and toran go to kalgan – a place of luxury, hidden from what has happened outside, riches, superfluous (like singapore? crazy rich asians?)

they sit on the beach for middle class people, a court jester runs to them, says flowery words to bayta

then a guard comes to get him, he has run away from the court

this gives bayta and toran a chance to finally possibly get to see The Mule

dream state 6.8.23

just came off of a 3 day juice cleanse and dreamt that grabber a bunch of desserts at a buffet and deep down in my soul knew that I was ruining any progress I had made… we’ll see how the next three days goes. Why is it so hard just to maintain in middle age?!